I got a great boyfriend. One who provides for me, encourages me, loves me. He really knows how to brighten my day. I can’t wait to wake up beside him, to come home to him/he come home to me, to sit down to dinner & discuss our day, to lounge on Sunday mornings together. I can’t wait to one day have his last name, to start a family and grow old together. I just so look forward to more time with him, more memories. He’s my heart.
How I feel when I’m left alone.
Got too many thoughts, too much time.
Waiting for me to be 100% again.
More than I let others know.
So many unanswered questions.
Please tell me, where did you go?
I cry into ears of those who don’t listen,
Or maybe they don’t believe.
But I’m still praying, still wishing.
That you’ll come to me in a dream,
Let me hold you one final time, one final goodbye.
Theres only one thing I really need to know.
Please tell me, why did you go?
For someone so small, you already seem to know so much. I get a little upset and you start making me hurt so I know to calm down.
I pray I’m not hurting you 🙏👼
mommy is exhausted, but I love you deeply.